Who is "email"?
Second, what is the standard or basis that you are using for determining God's will - right from wrong? It seems you are using your personal experience and emotion as the primary factor in determining what is right. Have I misread your email?"Not everyone who says to Me, 'Lord, Lord,' shall enter the kingdom of heaven, but he who does the will of My Father in heaven. Many will say to Me in that day, 'Lord, Lord, have we not prophesied in Your name, cast out demons in Your name, and done many wonders in Your name?' And then I will declare to them, 'I never knew you; depart from Me, you who practice lawlessness!'" (Matthew 7:21-23)
There is no sarcasm or malice intended in these questions. I am only trying to open a dialog by establishing a common platform that we both can work from. I look forward to your reply.
May God help us to have a sincere love of truth,